Dead love (open)

[Boomer]

"Boomer are you okay?" Boomer looked at her and didn't reply and he didn't know why "here eat these, they will numb the pain." He looked at the poppy seeds and his face turned away from them, he didn't like poppy seeds for he thought it tasted gross. "You gotta eat it Boomer, even if you don't like it, remember, its for Addal!" Boomer was thinking this and sighed taking a bite of the poppy seeds "Urf!" His cheeks were popping out like he wanted to spit something out but he swallowed and gulped.

"Ugh" Yup, it tasted gross like Boomer predicted but his pain was less for he was now numb. He noticed Addal laying beside him "..." Boomer couldn't say anything, all he would do is just look at her. His heart beat fast again "Huh?" He said to himself "No, i cant, its too soon" His head was buried underneath his paws "Come on Boomer, she needs you, like, now."

"But... what if i cant... make her happy?" He said quietly to himself so that Addal couldn't hear

"Then i guess you will have to wait until she finds another wolf to make her happy." Boomer's subconscious mind said in a sarcastic tone

"What!? no other wolf can make her happy! they'd hurt her!, not that i don't trust she can take care of herself but still!" Boomer growled a little but then quickly calmed down and sighed. He looked over back at Addal hoping she was asleep so that she couldn't hear him "I'm not perfect either Addal... i talk to myself for pete's sake!" he looked down "One day... i will make you happy..." He looked back at Addal again then gave a soft smile at her then he nuzzled her a little and buried his head back underneath his paws so that he could take a quick nap.

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I'm not perfect either Addal... i talk to myself for pete's sake!" he looked down "One day... i will make you happy..." Her tone was soft and it sounded as if she was whispering. " Neither am i, i talk to my self sometimes when im lonely, Im already happy near you." She slid her head under his chin and laid her tail near his. Although she mummified her dreams, it didnt seem like she was bothered by any of it.Then she said in a soft wispy sound " i dont want you to leave." As she saw him drift into sleep and closed her eyes and let the dark blanket of sleep wash over her.

[Boomer]

Although Boomer was asleep, he would blush and slightly smile hearing her. In his dreams; he would run around and round nonstop and smile at the sky as he looked up, The bright sky forming different looking clouds, a star shape cloud, a leaf cloud and a heart cloud, they were also different colored, From white, to grey to dark grey, he tilted his head and wondered why the last one got darker "..How come That heart shaped cloud, got darker?" he thought it would mean something, maybe in the future. In reality, His tail was sawing slowly, up and down and his heart pounded hard, his breathing grew heavy like he was nervous and his eyes were twitching. What was happening to him? His paw started shaking just a little and he whimpered almost quietly, In his dreams; The sky turned grey now and started raining a little as a rain drop fell in is eye "OW!.. well that didn't even hurt.. why is it raining all of a sudden? " His fur was wet from the rain and he shook of the water that was on his fur. in reality; He wanted to wake up, but he couldn't he whimpered just a little louder as he thought of something tragic happening and possibly in the near future. In sleep; 'Wake up...' He heard his own voice say 'Wake up...' again and again he would hear it but he just couldn't wake up so he started running and running as fast as he could and he heard other voices that sounded evil, he had trip over a rock 'Boomer...' The voice sounded unpleasant and he buried his head underneath his paws wanting to hear no more ''Please..Stop!'' He yelped.