Redemption....Again (join request)

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Cascade
6dewdrops
@remus
(Anyone to play Piala)

Savu's head hung low, Volka barely above the ground. The pups short grey tail brushing the pebbles. The large male was an adult now, unlike when he first arrived at Eternal Snowfall. But he came for the same reason. Redemption. This time is for a different cause. Savu set his pup down on a sun warned rock, he didnt want his son to freeze. He knew that Alphess Piala most likely wouldn't trust him or let him join after confessing. But at least he would ask that Volka could stay. Piala would keep him safe. Savu threw back his head and howled.

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(I guess I will take a crack at Piala since the other mods are indisposed at the moment~)

"Savu?" Piala's voice had a natural kindness to it, but it was tinged with worry as the alphess spotted her long-lost subordinate from across the meadow. At first she couldn't believe it was him, it had been so long since his abrupt disappearance that she hardly recognized him, to say nothing of the fact that he looked...different, somehow. The alphess trotted up to him hastily and looked him up and down, more and more questions rising in her mind, especially when she spotted the pup at his feet. "What on earth happened?" was all she managed to ask, worry filling her eyes.

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Savu's eyes shot down upon seeing Piala. He couldn't meet her kind gaze. "Everything happened." He choked out. He tried to stay composed as he spoke. It didnt work. Tears burst from his rates and racking sobs shook him. When he was a pup in his family with Kaiho Kinos and the others he was quiet, emotionless, stony faced. But now his expression was twisted in guilt and pain. His chest ached fiercely.

"When I left, it was because of a girl. A chased after her when she left our borders. She was starving and I wanted to help. I helped her find food and taught her to hunt. I-I fell in love with her. But when she said I was too good for her and that I couldn't change her mind, I left. B-bu-but then my old bitterness returned. I-I went evil!" He cried and collapsed at her paws. He didnt think he would share it all with Pisla, but he felt he needed to.

"Then, I met another shewolf, and being my h-horrible self I made her fall in live with me, and then I broke her heart. I m-moved on t-to the next shewolf. I h-had p-p-pups with h-h-er. Two. Then I found his mother." Savu placed his tail over Volka. "But after breaking her heart I knew evil wasn't good for anyone, especially her. I l-left. Then I took Volka. I was so lonely!!" He sobbed regretting his mistakes all over again. "Im an awful wolf and I need a home but I know that after what I've done, that price life is lost to me." Savu looked down at his son.

"But at least will you take Volka? He needs a good home. A place where he can be good and not make the same mistakes I made. If you will not take both of us, just take him. Please!" He pleaded and begged, the tears refusing to stop.

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Piala bristled as the story went on. She could tell that his sobs were not just crocodile tears...but his actions were unforgivable. This was not a mistake that he had made, this was pure evil that he had inflicted upon countless innocents. And for what?

The alphess stared coldly down at the trembling wolf. Even her good heart felt cold and empty of pity for his miserably damaged soul. "You are a monster, Savu. You ask me to take the pup, but your evil heart still thinks nothing but selfish thoughts. What right have I to keep him when his mother is still out there, crying for him in the night?" She wanted to turn away from Savu, too incensed to even look at him, but she kept her eyes locked on his, boring into them. She would not give him the relief of not having to look her in the eye.

"You want redemption from me, you cry at my feet with self-pity, but you think nothing of returning this kidnapped pup to his poor mother? I cannot believe that this is what you have become. I accepted you into this pack when you had nowhere to go, and you thanked me by spitting in the face of the cause of good and by dragging Eternal Snowfall's good name through the mud!" the volume of her voice grew until she was nearly shouting, "As for you. I will not have a traitor and a rapist on my lands. You will leave now, and if you return you will be killed. Your sorrow does not turn back the clock on your actions. Those females' lives will remained ruined no matter how many words of regret fall from your liar's tongue." She knelt down and picked up the pup by the scruff, gently holding him between her powerful jaws.

"You have done nothing to clean up your own mess, Savu. Words mean nothing without action, and you are not entitled to redemption just like you were not entitled to that girl's love. I will take the pup and return him to his mother, and you will not touch him again. Now leave, before I decide that the threat of your continued existence is too late to allow you to live."

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Savu whimpered as he met Piala's furious disdainful, disgusted eye. He calmed his eyes shut as her words spilled over him like spittle. All his futile hopes were gone, dashed. He knew this would happen, but I hurt all the same. The ashy grey male that was once strong and confident shakily got to his wobbly paws. His long bushy tail was pressed flat against his stomach, his head couldn't go any lower, and his ears were almost nonexistent. His sapphire blue eyes were glassy and full of pain as he hobbled away.

Savu knew that Volka would be safe, that was the only spark of hope alive in his heart. His choices had left him with nothing. Nothing to love, nothing to live for. A flash of a suicidal thought dashed through his mind, but Savu dismissed it. He would live out his life sentence. He would make sure he was punished for his crimes.

-exit Savu-

(OMG CAS! I liked how unexpected it was. <3)

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OOC: I liked it too! Cas's angry characters are so nice to read))